Day Eight: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted...

The bond with my sister! It was hard to leave her behind when we left our country to move to the states. Even when I told her how I felt, I made it clear that I didn’t want to lose my friend, someone I trusted, someone who was an important part of my life, but I lost that closeness bond with her in the end. I’ve never wanted to let go of that brother-and sister bond between us, but in the end we drifted because of our distance. She now has a family and I am now all grown up as a young man. For better or worse, we are remain to be brother and sister, but that’s the end of our bond. I’m not angry, and I don’t blame it on anyone. It’s sad and unfortunate because life has make us drifting apart. However,  I still remember the good times, and what I learned from her as my only sister. I missed the ability to come to her for consult and the ability to tell her everything that happens in my life. I missed that a lot. Even though we are still communicate, she and I are not often seeing things eye to eye. I felt that it is hard for me to relate my feeling to her or open up with her about things that I can't talk to anyone else. It hurts to be the one carrying all the weight. I will love her as my sister forever, but our bond I have to accept that it wasn't there anymore.